When in Doubt…Bite It!😬

My. Mouth. 🙄

This has always been one of my biggest battles since being born again ((TWENTY)) years ago…not just WHAT I speak, but HOW and WHEN, as well. When my God-given gifts are operating in the flesh, I tend to be snarky, sharp-tongued, and insensitive with my speech. I have wounded others throughout the years…and I work to reconcile and restore when possible.

I heard a teaching today (Tony Evans) on this Scripture, and it caused me to reflect on some pearls that I’ve learned and practice still…well, mostly. These are a couple things that Jehovah Mekaddishkem (The LORD that Sanctifies) has taught me:

1) I will speak my will from the overflow of my heart, and my heart is the soil for what I meditate on in my mind. If I find myself verbally vomiting, then that tells me that I need to adjust what I am feeding my focus. What you focus your attention and thoughts on WILL travel to the fertile soil of your heart and produce fruit, which WILL travel out your mouth and show through your actions.

2) In those seasons where I am working on adjusting my focus from the horizontal to the vertical, I have a very immediate and effective tool to take unhealthy words captive to the obedience of Christ. When I feel damaging words travel from my heart to knock on my vocal cords, I employ my teeth to clamp down on my tongue. Now, this will often prove to be very uncomfortable as your veins feel like they will explode (I promise you, they won’t) and also proves to be very painful as your tongue feels like it might bleed (I promise you, it might). But, it’s better to let your own bruised ego and wounded tongue heal than to damage the soul or kill the spirit of another.

There is more than enough salt water, death, evil, and condemned words working out there.

Let’s provide our world some spring water, life, good, and justified words in our speech.

That’s all! ((Hey, it’s Friday! 🙌🏼))

Learning and Growing With You ~

Tammy Sinclair

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A Rhema Word for Us Today

Fabulous Rhema dropped in Friday night during our small group’s study of James. I have never really understood or spiritually connected with this verse…always wondered “Why emphasize the fatherless and widows? There are all kinds of needs…we ALL matter to God.” Then God.

He brought revelation through Mr. Husband to make the spiritual connection that the fatherless are any who are not adopted children of God. Then another in our group added that widows are without a groom (Jesus Christ…as born-again Believers are the Bride.). Wowza! It took the breath out of me as the Breath of God moved through our living room.

This was too powerful not to share. Good stuff, guys. We are to be visiting and attending to the needs of those who haven’t been introduced to Jesus – the fatherless and the widows – in a truly loving way…in a way that points to Him and His transforming power…and not to ourselves and our efforts.

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Whatcha aimin’ at?

I had forgotten, but recently one hour into a youth group’s Bible study reminded me of an intimate God session that had consumed my soul…the kind of Rhema-instruction that totally opens your understanding to an element of Scripture.  It was about this time last year.  Our Ag teacher had asked  ((more like cashed in an obligatory favor 😜)) if I would help tabulate scores at an archery competition he was putting together for his students.  Hey…he knows my (seriously lacking) math skills and still asked.  I’ll submit myself to the torture of simple, mental math for a friend.  Wouldn’t you?

Anyways, the competition had three phases: High-point from 10 meters, High-point from 15 meters, and “21” from 15 meters.  As I sat there and observed these kids taking their practiced stance as they held their bows in position…taking careful and patient aim to draw back the arrow that was notched into the bowstring…and the rapid, fluid release as the arrow quickly met its target…I was intrigued.  Ten meters and practiced shooters made for clustered arrows in the center of cluttered targets.

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Then, fifteen meters.  Welllllll…I will just say, THIS is when God got my soul’s attention and “took me to school.”  The outer rings of the targets – and even the white space around the targets – were not neglected by the kids’ arrows in this round.  There was not such a party going on in the two, inner orbs of yellow and red anymore!  What made such an impactful, difference?  Same kids, same bows, same arrows, same targets.

Not the same proximity.  There were now five more meters of gymnasium real estate between their stance and their target.  Distance made the marked difference in the physics stuff involved with the accuracy of their archery-ness…ya know, stuff like velocity, air conditioner wind interference, vision (for those poor ol’ near-sighted kiddos), oscillation, Archer’s Paradox, inertia, yada…yada…yada…

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A not-so-random-and-very-intimidating-yet-relevant equation I found online.  Here’s my version of an equation that is much more practical:  ((COFFEE))^3 <0900 = a very productive day

Now to the good stuff…God spoke to me about sin while I watched these kids take aim and miss the bullseye more often than not.  Many applications of the word “sin” (Greek is  hamartano) means to “miss the mark (and so not share in the prize)…to err…”  What is the mark we aim at?  Metaphorically, it’s that small, yellow circumference in the middle of the target.  Realistically, as Christians, we are aiming at looking like Jesus Christ, which is narrated for us in the Scriptures…and especially and particularly in the Gospels through Jesus’s earthly ministry.

For the death that He died, He died to sin once for all; but the life that He lives, He lives to God.  Likewise you also, reckon yourselves to be dead indeed to sin, but alive to God in Christ Jesus our Lord.  Therefore do not let sin reign in your mortal body, that you should obey it in its lusts.  And do not present your members as instruments of unrighteousness to sin, but present yourselves to God as being alive from the dead, and your members as instruments of righteousness to God.  For sin shall not have dominion over you, for you are not under law but under grace.  ~~Romans 6:10-14 (NKJV)

The analogy is this…the target is the Word of God, the life of Jesus Christ, the yielding to the Holy Spirit.  To aim at our goal, we must get in position and focus on it…and the closer we are to the mark, the more accurate our aim.  Here’s a kicker, though: much like those kiddos with their bows and arrows…before we can shoot for the target, we have to let go of something, release, surrender.  Ouch.  Sometimes we find false comfort in maintaining a practiced stance and hanging on to what’s in our hands.  Sometimes…it is hard to commit and follow through in that release.

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Kiddos showing their archery-ness

Also, when we move away from the target (notice the target does not move), it becomes more difficult for us to aim and hit that target.  Every time we sin, it’s like taking a step away from the goal.  The common-sense way to close that relational distance is to move closer to the mark.  I’m no Katniss Everdeen, which is why I have to stay close to God with His goal for me in sight.  I have to practice my stance and continue releasing and surrendering.  As my favorite disciple once said…

Not that I have already attained, or am already perfected; but I press on, that I may lay hold of that for which Christ Jesus has also laid hold of me.  Brethren, I do not count myself to have apprehended; but one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind and reaching forward to those things which are ahead, I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.”  ~~Paul in Philippians 3:12-14

Know your target.  Get as close as you can.  Focus.  Take aim.  Release.

Learning and Growing with You ~

Tammy Sinclair

Painted Replicas

((This is a guest post from a precious, sister-girlfriend who wishes to remain anonymous.  I hope this poignant and beautifully raw post reaches in and stirs you as it did me.))

​I wouldn’t know where to start with describing myself, but the terms “hermit” and “quiet” have been thrown around a lot. “Salted snail” was once used to describe how I interact with strangers by a dear friend I’ve known since the third grade. For someone who doesn’t know me, I tend to catch them off guard (in some cases scare) when they come across me on a day I’m being loud and goofy. In the same way, they (and even people I’ve known awhile), don’t consider that a person who enjoys quiet and solitude also has moments where they crave company as well.

I can only speak for myself, but I crave and long company the most when I feel like I don’t want to be alone with my own thoughts. I don’t want to use the words “desperate” or “pathetic,” but, mentally and emotionally, that’s how I feel going down the contact list in my phone trying to find a friend to intrude on so I don’t have to be at my own house by myself.

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​Ironically, it’s these moments when everyone happens to be doing something at the same time or isn’t up for company at the moment. It’s when I need someone the most, I find myself alone and back at the house listening to my dog snore in his sleep.​That statement comes off depressing at first, but once I finally sit down, whether I’m trying to listen or not, God always finds a way of speaking to me. When I finally give up the fight of trying to escape both my mind and my house and sit down and just be still, God speaks.

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Earlier I said I felt desperate and pathetic when I needed someone else’s company, and I know that stems from knowing I’m being codependent when I’m a person that prefers to be independent. As a believer of God, though, codependent is what I’m supposed to be. Codependent is how we are made. However, in my times of frantically seeking out another person or a different house, I should be going home to my prayer table and Bible and seeking out my God.

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​Philip Yancey writes in his book A Skeptic’s Guide to Faith that an entomologist named Annie Dillard told him of an experiment where entomologists enticed male butterflies with a painted cardboard replica that was larger and more enticing than the females of their species. Repeatedly, the male butterflies mounted the cardboard painting, and each time, as the male chose the painted replica instead, the living female butterfly opened and closed her wings in vain.

In the next chapter he writes that our Creator seldom imposes Himself upon his own creatures. “It requires attention and effort on our part to ‘remember your Creator,’ because the Creator slips quietly backstage. God does not force his presence on us. When lesser gods attract, God withdraws, honoring our fatal freedom to ignore him.”

​These “lesser gods” come to each of us in their own ways, constantly and at all times; the things in our lives we seek out and put first, far before God usually. Whether it be work or money, looks and name brands, a vehicle, TV, food, working out, laziness, or even craving the presence of another person; is God opening and closing His wings in vain as we chase after something that seems larger and more enticing in place of Him?

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​In a society where we are mostly free to do whatever we want and almost anything is easily available to us, we forget to use our gift of freedom to remember and honor our Creator. With our boredom and freedom, many enterprises and corporations have flourished and profited. There are markets full of beautifully painted replicas cashing in as we continuously mount them while God, the real void-filler and problem-solver, opens and closes His wings for us.

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